Dreaming that you are a bastard in the true sense of the word suggests a feeling of loss or disownment in relation to your family in particular your parents. Possibly you have allowed yourself to detach from your parents and now are finding a need to reconnect. Making the first move is recommended to reignite a sense of family. Forgiveness may also need to be considered so as to enable you to create a new relationship with your family or parents.
[1]lucky numbers: 03-05-11-41-40-47
being a: to overcome lack of love, you must give it.
ashamed of: you wil have trouble raising al of your children.
having a: dissatisfaction that another’s way won’t give you yours.
of a: other’s discovery of your impurities obstructs your living up to your purities.
[2]A peculiar example of contrary meaning.
If you dreamed of being one, you can expect some unusual honor to come your way; of someone else being one, you can look forward to an improvement in your social standing.
[3]The unregenerate; uncharacteristic of any literal interpretation
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